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yesterday has got to be the darkest day in my life.....
exams are over, but yet there's no joy in me at all.

life is starting to become a hassle for me.
i dread to think of tom.
i lost all my beliefs.
any signs of life and happiness in me has totally been wrecked.

dun ask me why, dun ask me to cheer up.
i guess this is wat u call depression.
yes, a serious bout of depression.

there wun be anymore updates in the near future, till the day i feels better ba.
anyway, my comp still hasnt been fixed.
till then....

Yet another crisis!!!

古人说得好, when u r really down on ur luck, bad things will happen to you one after another.(who's this 古人 huh? 孟子? 孔子? 老夫子? 贞子i? or 精子 huh?) 真的是祸不单行.

barely getting over my quarter life crisis, here i am having to duel with another major crisis: COMPUTERLESS CRISIS!

yest afternoon, out of the blues, my comp started to lag. anything u click in IE will lag ard 10-15s before the desired action is executed. i nvr bother much cos i tot this is the norm since i haven switched off my comp for days.

Suddenly, the fatal blue screen of death appeared on the screen unexpectedly. its followed by me chua sai-ing unexpectedly as well upon seeing the blue screen!!! AND WHO SAYS THE FATAL BLUE SCREEN DOESN'T APPEAR IN XP??!!! anyway, i chua bak sai, not lao sai.

from then on, its downhill all the way man, juz like the sai dripping down ur leg after u chua-ded the sai. i couldnt restart my comp at all!! engaging the help of wayne, chris, stanley and even dennis thru the phone doesnt solve the problem either. my harddisk cannot be detected by the cpu!!

at this point, i realised 5 grave significance of how this could alter my life for the next few days:

1)no more porn surfing!
2)no more viewing of my 11.19Gb of porn collection!
3)no more cybering!
4)no more irc-ing with xiao mei meis!
5)i cant take it liao, NO MORE PORN SURFING?????!!!!! TMD!~!!~~!

wtf man! as if all these not enuff punishment for me, THERE WILL BE NO MORE KINGDOM OF LOATHING!!!

n yaohui confirm will yaya papaya waiting for me to beg/plead/sakar him before he lend me his laptop. NO WILL DO!!!
***oh btw, im using his laptop to blog this entry while he's sleeping! wahaha. lousy laptop leh, cannot input chinese characters. change new one la***

on a more serious note, it seems there's a mighty highty chance dat i will lose my ENTIRE past 5 yrs worth of photos man. this is worst then asking me to become a vegetarian!! dear dear damn mad at me, cos all our photos, including anniversaries, birthdays, holiday trips, dnds, are all inside! not to mention my vti and axela's pictures too!!

damn cheng sim, wayne told me there's a remote chance dat some pros might be able to recover the data from this gone-case harddisk at a hefty charge. ai....wat to do? in fact i dun mind paying, as long as i could retrieve back all these photos....and porn videos! wahaha

anyone heard/know of such lobang must tell me k!!!

meanwhile,wun be bloggin so soon, must wait for yaohui to sleep then can tou tou blog! wahhaa.

p/s: believing that there really exist goondus out there, the writer wish to clarify that he:

• does not surf porn!
• does not have 11.19Gb of porn! (he has 19.11Gb instead)
• does not cyber!
• does not irc and sian xiao mei meis!

oh yah, the writer is oso kidding when he mentioned he'll rather be a vegetarian than losing his photos collection. HOW COULD HE LIVE WITHOUT MEAT???!!!! siao ah???

QUARTER-LIFE CRISIS

Yes, this is the term used to describe wat im currently feeling now.

Im suprised such a term actually existed! Yaohui was reading thru my blog, n shared this term with me. Anyway, he said its normal for ppl to feel this way. He's been there with this shit feeling before.

I wonder how he overcame this feeling man. First time in my life dat im feeling so Aimless, so Lost, Depressed, so.... did i say aimless? watever.

what's your deepest fear....

whats yours?

wat happened lately really sets me thinking....wats my own fear? fear of losing love ones? fear of achieving expectations? fear of .....blah blah...... im not sure either, it seems to a certain extent all these fears i mentioned resides in me. im seriously doubting my sanity, maybe its becos of exams? or??

i think im starting to lose self-esteem, or rather, the lack of self believing in all aspects as well. haha, maybe its true dat guys does have PMS!
why am i feeling this way? i did some soul searching. currently im having difficulties in finishing my education on time, erm well, im already behind time, juz say i might not be completing my education within the expected time. in fact, i fear dat i might not be able to complete AT ALL!!!!

One thing leads to another..... if im having difficulties in handling my studies now, will i be able to handle working life in future? will i be able to find a job? will i be able to provide for my parents, my dear and my children? will this...will dat..... ??

you see, i think im indeed losing my sanity and getting paranoid!~!~ i think its tough getting things right currently, exams is finishing soon, and theres nothing much i can do to alter the current situation. but u guys willl see a different me next sem. i have been promising alot yet without delivering. it shall be different this time. i shall stand by this belief:



p/s: this 坚持 self-written poster is a popular slogan overheard many times in the new idol drama: “篮球部落”

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keke, too lengthy liao. wats a blog without any pics man?? hehe i was out for dinner last week and i saw a very cute baby. although its tough, i still somehow managed to take his pic.

cute bo? wahhaha


lastly, show u guys a very artistic shot i took of axela.

photography and editing is interesting man!~!~

how do you pronounce.....

...my friend's name? i.e. axela

feeling rather bo liao, so decided to read my own blog(yes, IM IN LUV W MY OWN BLOG!~!~). wa, i juz realised i got quite alot of typos man....nvm, mostly corrected liao. so if there's still any typos i didn't correct, pls let me know ya. contributors will get a chance to sit in my lovely axela!~!~!~

oh, i digressed from my topic. how should one pronounce axela?? should it be...axe-la, ah-xi-la, air-xi-la, axel-learl or watever???

keke,back to books. got paper tom!~!~!

My new buddy!

yeah, im referring to my new mazda 3. read from a forum dat the name for mazda 3 is Axela(macham civic, sunny,lancer etc.) So i shall call my new friend Axela from now on. Let u guys see Axela's pics first....

Notice the extra guy waving in the background? dats my roomie yaohui. Sibeh EXTRA dio bo? hmm....think there's a 成语 for this situation... 大煞风景!! mai xiao xiao hor, my chinese not bad one. last time PSLE get A ok!!! ai....totally destroyed the whole pic, my bad too, for failure to notice he's poising for the pic. nvm, shall post another pic of axela w/o the EXTRA!!!! hehe

see.... w/o extra, axela nicer right? wahaha. keke, one more side view pic of axela for u guys ogling out there.

yes i know, my car is very chio..... thank you~!~!~!

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Prata Gal 出 stun again!!!

i was mentioning something happened on the day i collected my mazda 3(wun call him axela yet, cos juz got to meet him only, 还不是很熟. wahaha!~!~!~)

recieved an sms from prata gal and arranged to meet up with her at 430pm to pass her vti n collect axela. so i reached there, she briefed me on the servcing details, blah blah blah...we signed the agreement forms, both for getting mazda3 and handling of vti. finally after all done, i was able to go n drive my mazda 3 out of the warehouse. after i drove out, i get off n passed her my vti key. her fellow colleague took over the vti key, started the engine n drove off. i chatted with prata gal regarding e v-cool thingy and also, whether its advisable to get a layer of waxing down on my new car, so as to maintain the "new look" for a long long time.(anybody know?) we chatted for around 5 mins before i drove my mazda 3 out of the industrial park.

around 5 mins after i drove off, prata gal called me. she said her colleauge drove my vti out to pump petrol and after pumping, engine cannot start. therefore, towing service is required to get my vti to the scrapyard and dat I HAD TO PAY FOR THE FUCKING TOWING FEE!!!!

(wtf + smlj + gan ni nor neh) x 1000!!!! first she said cos my petrol too little, causing the engine to stall. then she called me in a short while again, saying wat turnkey spoilt, engine overheat plus dunno wat crap la. in a nutshell, she said its my resonsibility to pay for the towing fee since she juz took over the car less than 10mins. wa piang, im fucking pissed can or not!!!

first, we signed an agreement, handling the possession of the car to prata gal(not actually her, but to a dealer. for simplicity sake,juz say her la). then her colleauge started vti in front of us, bo dai ji swee swee drove off. In fact i've been driving with almost empty tank for the past week, topping up a few dollars petrol whenever the empty fuel light lights up. all along bo dai ji, of cos i refused to pay the towing fee! btw, once the empty tank light lights up, can chao chao dong at least 30km+. the light lights up only while i driving to meet her lor. lastly, how i know wat her colleauge did to my car, no doubt 10mins, he might have took my vti n anyhow zhuar, resulting in this. i dun care la....

and so, we had a slight argument and i ngair ngair refused to pay the towing fee...i mean i sympathised with her la, she gotta pay the tow fee. but who sympathise with me? its not my fault oso, and the car "died" while not in my possession. wat logic is dat dat i had to pay for it? In the end she lan lan, then put down the phone.

one more thing, she agreed to give me a full tank of petrol for my mazda 3 and when i collected my car, its not in place man. and she agreed to transfer me $50 to me as payment for full tank lor. 3 days passed liao and i haven recieved the money, so i msg her earlier in the nite, asking her whether she transfered yet. she replied "already did yesterday. n also e tow fee tat was not supposed to be on my bill"

see liao blood boil ah, sibeh guai lan right?? plus very sarcastic, wanted to scold her back for being sarcastic, but remembered she still owes me a spoiler, so didnt bother to 跟她一般见识.

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Faulty Reverse Sensors

drove my axela for 3 days liao, then realise that the reverse sensor not working. supposed to bleep at intervals, or continuous while in reverse gear, but it didnt happen. so i went down mazda showroom service centre to have a check. after 30mins, my reverse sensor ok liao, so i happily drove back ntu. stopped by canteen a buy katsu don for me n yaohui, n after dat, tried reversing my car and MY REVERSE SENSOR'S NOT WORKING AGAIN!!!!

stunneded sia....lousy sensors man!!! tom dear coming ntu look for me, we shall go lunch and 顺便 go back kao pei n service again. sianz......

VTI orbituary

Decided to fufil my promise to do up an orbituary for my vti. hope this does justice to this wonderful and humble servant of 2 years.

"vti was brought into andy's life in late 2003. He caught andy's eyes with his excellent performance together with his fanciful appearance and virtues. Chrome sports rimms, koni suspension, momo steering wheel, spoiler, fog lights, amplifiers and a vcd player system are what vti has to offer to his new partner, his new friend.

Andy's affection towards his new aquisition showed as vti was showered with brand new tyres and new accessories. Together, they braved through both affectionate and difficult times. Vti never let andy down when he needed his help, his speed the most.

However, good times are never meant to last. As vti ages, his health starts to detioriate as well. Fevers(aircon working irregularly) and coughs(jerks) are just some of the few ailments starting to surface. His fever quickly recovered(aircon replacement) under the intensive care of andy, but the cough failed to recover totally despite repeated visits to the doctor.

In June 2005, Vti surffered a heart attack(battery flat) but as luck would have it, a timely transplant saved him back from the gates of death. Sadly, Vti somehow never seemed to recover fully after this, as his cough(jerks) came back more violently than before. An x-ray was performed this time round and the doctors confirmed vti's lungs(gearbox) was badly inflammed and the only solution was through an EXPENSIVE operation and transplant.

Andy adopted a wait and see approach, waiting to see if vti's lungs could miraculously heal by itself or till the day it totally failed before making a decision.

The final nail to the coffin came in october 2006. With prices of COE dropping drastically,(2½ yrs of vti COE= a new car's 10 yrs COE), the time has finally arrived for a painful decision to be made. The time for severing ties, the time for looking forward and the time for moving on.

Vti was warded to the hospital on the 9th Nov and his fate left entirely to the doctors and surgeons. A major facelift and transplants could be done to prolong his life, although pulling the plug to end his life seems more likely. Again, this decision totally lies with the relevant authorities.

It must be noted that its in good faith that vti's demise was brought about. His legacy(scrap value + COE refund) will live on(as downpayment) in andy's new friend, the mazda 3.
VTI, we'll miss you........"

*****白金 for vti are welcomed. please contact andy personally.*****

My New Car: Mazda 3

Been very(x10) busy lately due to my ongoing exams. However, must blog this this special occasion down no matter how busy or tired i am.

Yes, u are right, MY WINNING BLUE MAZDA 3 IS HERE!~!~!~! had a rather eventful experience while collecting my new car. shall blog more tom together with chio chio pics of my chio chio car tommorow after my paper. today oso spelt the demise of my vti. shall do up an obituary when im free.

news spread fast sia(thanx to yaohui!~!~), i heard edwin small coming over later to ogle at my mazda3!~!~

dear oso getting very gan jiong abt our new aquisition. she wants to be the first passenger in my car!! dun worry man, u shall be the 1st to be in our car!~~!~